I visited Wellington, NZ, last month. I wrote air-craft accidents of my return flights for Tokyo. Actually, I had anticipated something might happen on myself in June since this January. On January 2nd, I had a dream that was visual and vivid even after I got up the next morning. I stood on a very flat ground and looked for the north-east corner of the land that was a square shape. I found a stone pillar that had three symbols, "six", "death", and "harm". The second symbol in red often changes from "death" to "blood". I guessed that I must be very careful of myself in June that the first symbol and the last one showed. But, what does the second one mean? My death or injury? I hoped that it might mean something different at the time.


I had eye surgery this January. I needed several months for recovery. I canceled all the invitations to give a talk and the conferences from this March to June but for the CEC 2019. And, I first visited the Cathedral of Wellington on the first day of my trip. Those accidents were shown to me in advance in the form of a dream. Thanks a God, they were eased as just minor ones. I believe so. This belief may look to others who do not believe in God, but I am confident of the power of the Almighty because I have experienced His existence several times around the world in my life.


I avoided writing about faith after I joined the Government, and I believed that it was right not to do so until then. Now, it is the time for me to do again more obviously.
I'm still very cautious of myself because I feel that God doesn't allow me to move around this year.
Actually, I had a plan to visit Kyoto on July 16 this year for the solemnity mass of Mt. Carmel in Rokujizo, Kyoto. The Kyoto Animation Arson took place on July 18, but the crazy killer was walking around the place from July 15. It is something beyond our understanding.


During my stay home, I have concentrated myself in writing and research. And, I could handle some important cares for my family matters. Anyway, my eye trouble is a gift from God who kindly lets me follow what to do and what not to do without knowing it.


Faith is simple; just accept everything as it is.